Where’s Amanda?

Sawyer (my son) turns 21 months today! I can’t believe that he is almost 2! With the warm weather, we’ve been enjoying a lot of hiking in the mountains. He loves nature and is like a little angel on my back talking to me while we hike. I am so in love with him!

This week’s article was taken from my personal journal. I’ve really been “working” on receiving and learning to TRUST God/Source/Universe to love, support and provide for me in every way of every day.

Due to my parents’ divorce when I was 2, I’ve felt fear and doubt that I wasn’t safe, supported or provided for. I am being very real with you because vulnerability is healing.

This year has been pivotal in my spiritual growth. I’ve learned how to be a channel in service by getting out of my own way and now I am really allowing myself to receive and rest in my divine feminine presence.

It is so much easier for me to do, to accomplish, to strive and achieve than it is for me to rest, allow, receive and be. I know many of you can relate. Culturally we are not taught or shown how to live in our divine feminine presence.

But now the world is shifting, the old belief structures and paradigms are tumbling and the yin/feminine energy is rising. We are coming into a place of sacred balance but first we must heal ourselves because we are only one. This is why I am sharing. I am healing and remembering who I am which opens the way for all of us to heal. I am whole. I can let go and be one with love.

The struggle is over.

My Equinox intention is to commit (and recommit time and time again) to feeling good all of the time.

Will you be joining me?